its 1.30am.. and i was thinkni while listenin to simple plan - i can wait forever..
as some of u might noe its the song i gave her (girl A) after we broke up..
as im listenin to it.. im also think in.. shld i keep waitin?? shld i let her go?? shld i leave her??
i already said to her im comin back but i donno bout her if she want me back..
in a big confusion right now..
and in the other hand.. girl B.. some of u might noe.. is somehow driftin away from me..
i noe its selfish to want them.. well looks like i can never love someone cos each time i do so..
they want me out of their life.. well is sucks.. i noe.. my whole life sucks.. parents who don want me to be at home and they hate to see me.. ppl who i love.. don want me to be part of them..
i cant say anything.. i donno if its part of life.. but im sure hatin it.. the pain.. the sadness.. the confusion... every thing is breakin me down.. and now its 1.40 and im listenin to the first song tat girl A send me.. Trillit - A perfect feellin.. well not anymore.. it feels like goin throu hell all over agn.. im sry.. i truly am for changin ur life for the worst.. Don worry im not gonna kill myself..
tats just plain stupid.. ppl with no brains onli do tat.. and sry for not postin for a while.. i just not nt good in this sucky life..
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